you may end up losing friends, and it's a part of life. You may even end up losing yourself...And in the end, it's your own fault. You have been selfish, careless, and blinded.
Where do you lie now? On the cold, hard floor. All alone. with no one to blame, but you. JUST YOU. no one else, no matter what you think.
And there you have it. I've hit rock bottom. But I haven't turned to drugs or drinking. I was stuck wallowing in my pool of pity. I was the DJ at my pity party. But no more. I'm not going to live this way. I've ruined things I never thought could get ruined. I took people for granted, and look where it's gotten me...
I don't know where to start or how to begin
But I have to give up and let him in
[1.6.11]
